Sunday, May 9, 2010

Well Worn Path Practice

So, I've started practicing with readings for my "The Well Worn Path" cards.

Here I tried the Pentagram Spread. My question was about whether I could be happy (in body, mind, and spirit) with photography as a career move.



With this spread, the card order is like this:
1. Foundation of the matter. Card: Words of the Magus.
2. Far-reaching consequences and influences. Card: Cakes & Wine
3. Direction and Movement. Card: Initiation
4. Change to expect. Card: The Greenman
5. What binds it all together. Card: The Crossroads
6. Ties it all and renders answer. Card: As Above, So Below.


The first card, the foundation of the matter... is about completion and achievement. The second is about nourishment, more about who you are than what you do, finding inner peace and balance.
The third card is about challenges that lead to wider perspectives & opportunities, trust and endurance.
The fourth was about survival, about prosperity, growth, adundance. Look to nature as teacher, motivator.
The fifth card is about a decision that needs to be made. One on path is your heart and emotions, on the other the practical side. Take a risk. New opportunity through change.
The sixth card says that what shows up in your life is a reflection of your beliefs, thoughts, words, and deeds. So take a look at your life (and within).

The meaning that gleaned from this reading is:
The issue is about me being complete as a person, whether or not I do photography. And that I can be complete either way. It is about who I am, not what I do. My attitude! Through challenges my eyes can be opened, doors opened. I can expect to survive, to find growth and prosperity if I meet the challenges. I just need to choose... either follow my heart or my mind. However I choose and however I conduct myself within that choice will decide if I am happy. So, if I choose to have a good attitude, no matter what, I can find myself feeling complete.

Keep in mind this is a practice reading, and I did it for myself... so I may have influenced my own reading with my biases. If you have any familiarity with these cards, or think you have a different meaning to the reading, I would love to hear about it.

Another note:
This wasn't the only reading I did for practice today. And the first reading had the Crossroads card as well... decisions, decisions! Also, the Reincarnation card was in the first reading, and then fell out of the deck while I was shuffling at another time. So I suppose renewal, and restoring vitality is in the air. Or maybe I shall be renewed through whatever decision I make!

Buffalo Boogie 5k run

So, yesterday I participated in the Buffalo Boogie 5K Run/Walk. It took place at the Fort Worth Nature Center and Refuge. It was exciting how many people came with families and their dogs. I enjoyed myself, despite the few rocks I ended up finding in my shoes along the way. I will definitely try to go again next year. My puppy loved getting to meet new dogs, it was a sniffing smörgåsbord. After the 5K I think she was ready to go again, but there was no way I was. The scenery along the walk was beautiful, I want to go back and take my time exploring!


Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Work in Progress

Unfortunately, and yet fortunately, I have been given a few days off of work. I could definitely use the work, bill never go away. But I also have a chance to take a little extra time for myself. I have started working on several things. The first of which are portraits for my altar. Portraits of the Horned God, and of the Goddess. I am painting them, so if they turn out even half decent, I will definitely be sharing.

The second thing I have been working on is the study of my cards "The Well Worn Path." I have had these cards for a while, but I haven't really been as deeply involved with them as I would like. It would be nice to get to know these cards better. Through these cards I realized how big Hecate, as a Goddess, is an influence on many Wiccans today.



The guide book that comes with the cards talks of her in "The Theme of This Deck" section. She is apparently misunderstood as a dark goddess, who people tend to think of with caution. In actuality she held reign over the Overworld, Middleworld, and Underworlds. "She granted abundance, fertility, success, and victory to her followers." The Goddess Hecate was also a goddess of the crossroads... aiding with choices to be made. She wouldn't tell a person what is right or wrong, but rather show what the options were. The choice is the responsibility of the person who stands at that crossroad.
I enjoyed the description that was given at www.goddessgift.com of Hecate.

"Hecate, Greek Goddess of The Crossroads

Hecate, Greek goddess of the three paths, guardian of the household, protector of everything newly born, and the goddess of witchcraft -- once a widely revered and influential goddess, the reputation of Hecate has been tarnished over the centuries. In current times, she is usually depicted as a "hag" or old witch stirring the cauldron.

But nothing could be further from the image of Hecate's original glory.

A beautiful and powerful goddess in her own right, the Greek goddess Hecate was the only one of the ancient Titans who Zeus allowed to retain their authority once the Olympians seized control. Zeus shared with Hecate, and only her, the awesome power of giving humanity anything she wished (or withholding it if she pleased).

Usually classified as a "moon goddess", her kingdoms were actually three-fold . . . the earth, sea, and sky. Having the power to create or withhold storms undoubtedly played a role in making her the goddess who was the protector of shepherds and sailors.

Hecate

A lover of solitude, the Greek goddess Hecate was, like her cousin Artemis, a "virgin" goddess, unwilling to sacrifice her independent nature for the sake of marriage. Walking the roads at night or visiting cemeteries during the dark phase of the moon, the goddess Hecate was described as shining or luminous.

In other legends she is invisible, perhaps only glimpsed as a light, a "will-o-the-wisp". Perhaps it was this luminous quality that marked Hecate as a "moon goddess", for she seemed quite at home on the earth.

Some scholars believe it is also was because her mother was Asteria (the Titan goddess of the Shining Light or "Star") or perhaps it was because she sensibly always carried a torch on her journeys.


Hecate

Like Artemis, Hecate was usually depicted with her sacred dogs, although Hecate and even her animals, were sometimes said to have three heads and that they could see in all directions. Although usually depicted as a beautiful woman having three human heads, some images are fearsome indeed (one with a snake's head, one with a horse's, and the third a boar's head).

This farsightedness, the ability to see in several directions at once (even the past, present, and future) featured largely in her most famous myth, the abduction of Persephone. For it was the goddess Hecate who "saw" and told the frantic Demeter what had become of her daughter.

The goddess Hecate continued to play an important role in the life of Persephone, becoming her confidante when she was in the Underworld. Hades, thankful for their friendship, was more than hospitable, honoring Hecate as a prominent and permanent guest in the spirit world. Surely this had the effect of enhancing her reputation as a spirit of black magic with the power to conjure up dreams, prophecies, and phantoms.


Greek Goddesses: Hecate


Hecate's ability to see into the Underworld, the "otherworld" of the sleeping and the dead, made her comfortable and tolerant in the company of those most would shun out of fear or misunderstanding.

In her role as 'Queen of the Night', sometimes traveling with a following of "ghosts" and other social outcasts, she was both honored and feared as the protectress of the oppressed and of those who lived "on the edge". In Rome many of the priests in her sacred groves were former slaves who had been released to work in her service.

The goddess Hecate was often accompanied on her travels by an owl, a symbol of wisdom. Not really known as a goddess of wisdom, per se, Hecate is nevertheless recognized for a special type of knowledge and is considered to be the goddess of trivia.

Hecate's farsightedness and attention to detail, combined with her extraordinary interest in that which most of us discount as irrelevant or arcane, gave her tremendous powers.

She knew what the rest of us did not.

Greek Goddess Hecate

Not surprisingly, the people thought it best to give the goddess Hecate (and any friends that might be accompanying her) a lot of honor and a fairly wide berth. When darkness descended they wisely retired to the fireside for supper, but put the leftovers outside as an offering to Hecate and her hounds.

That the homeless and destitute were often the actual beneficiaries hardly mattered...after all, they were under Hecate's protection.

In a similar fashion, food was often left at the crossroads to honor Hecate, especially at junctions where three roads converged --what we often call a "Y-intersection".

Frequently a pole was erected at the intersection and three masks would be hung from it to pay homage to Hecate and to request her guidance in helping to choose the right direction.

Three-faced masks also adorned the entrances of many homes, honoring the goddess Hecate who could, of course, wield her influence over "the spirits that traveled the earth" to keep them from entering the household.

Greek Goddess Hecate

It is hardly surprising that a woman who needed to make a trip alone at night would say a brief prayer to Hecate to seek her protection. The goddess Hecate, like her cousin Artemis, was known as a protector of women, especially during childbirth.

Not only was Hecate called upon to ease the pains and progress of a woman's labor, but especially to protect and restore the health and growth of a child.

Similarly, Hecate played a role that, in contemporary times, we would describe as "hospice nurse", helping the elderly make a smooth and painless passage into the next life and staying with them, if need be, in the Otherworld to help prepare them for their eventual return to the earth in their next life.

Familiar with the process of death and dying as well as that of new birth and new life, the goddess Hecate was wise in all of earth's mysteries.

Greek Goddess Hecate

The Greek goddess Hecate reminds us of the importance of change, helping us to release the past, especially those things that are hindering our growth, and to accept change and transitions. She sometimes asks us to let go of what is familiar, safe, and secure and to travel to the scary places of the soul.

New beginnings, whether spiritual or mundane, aren't always easy. But Hecate is there to support and show you the way.

She loans her farsightedness for you to see what lies deeply forgotten or even hidden, and helps you make a choice and find your path. Oft times she shines her torch to guide you while you are in dreams or meditation.

Hecate teaches us to be just and to be tolerant of those who are different or less fortunate, yet she is hardly a "bleeding heart", for Hecate dispenses justice "blindly" and equally.

Whether the Greek goddess Hecate visits us in waking hours or only while we sleep, she can lead us to see things differently (ourselves included) and help us find greater understanding of our selves and others.

Although her name may mean "The Distant One", Hecate is always close at hand in times of need, helping us to release the old, familiar ways and find our way through new beginnings. "

With all honesty, she sounds like someone I want to know. I have things I fear to do... I don't know why.. maybe fear of failure. And yet, I fail if I don't try. I need to step up sometimes, and look at my options, take a deep breath, and go for it.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Beltane

Well, I hope that everyone who celebrates had a wonderful Beltane. Beltane is May Day, when we celebrate the union of the Goddess and the God. It is a celebration of fertility and healing. Some activities people do for fun may be the May Pole, jumping the Beltane fires, and giving of tokens, like flowers.

I, myself, spent much of the day helping out my family as needed, and prepping for Beltane. I am a solitary, so I celebrated alone. I did research to find if there was anything happening nearby, but alas, nothing. Here, I have a few photos of the space I used this year. I didn't use much in the way of extraneous decorations this year, but hopefully next year I shall have a larger space, or I shall have somewhere to go and maybe celebrate with others.








And here is a way that illustrates how you never know what life will throw at you.



I've decided that I would like to spend some of my free time on weekends either taking my classes with WSI or trying to write. I spend so much time reading and reading that I don't leave myself much time to do anything else. This weekend I have already taken care of four of my classes (and I'll do a couple more today).

Next weekend I shall be participating in a walk/run call the Buffalo Boogie. It benefits the Fort Worth Nature Center and Refuge. People are even allowed to bring their dogs along for the run, which I shall be doing. I will see about taking photos if I can.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Who are we angry with?

This is probably all nonsense, but then there isn't much else for me to think of sometimes when I'm either driving to and from work, or I'm doing work by rote. I was thinking about people who are "victims." Yes, bad things happen to people sometimes. And they bring it upon themselves, sometimes not. I really think it is all a state of mind. You are only a "victim" or a "target" if you think of yourself in that light. And when someone hurts a you, that someone is not always consciously acting against you. Yes, there are those that act out in anger, but I don't think that the guy who cut you off this morning on the way to work was doing it 'cause he wanted to hurt you. He was probably completely oblivious to your very existence. And this causes me to wonder, what hurts more... the thought that you were the target of a malicious act, or the thought that you don't even exist to this other person. How often do we not even truly understand the consequences of our actions?
I try (and I mean TRY) to consider my actions whenever possible. But is it possible to be completely aware of absolutely everything all the time? Mistakes happen. So, I hope I am aware that others make the same mistakes that I do. How completely ego-centric are we? Am I?
I will be honest though, I have a bad case of road rage, I love to give people snarly looks and yell at them from the comfort of my car. I suppose it's a great way for me to release stress. I am not really angry, but it sure feels wonderful to yell obscenities that no one else can hear. I know, I know... none of this seems to have anything whatsoever to do with witchcraft. Although, if I am exploring the inner me and my spirituality, I should be exploring every aspect of myself, my life, and my beliefs that I can.

I have added a new link on the right hand side. I thought it was an interesting read. And a good way to keep up on the news happening in the pagan world. I don't know that I could possibly add anything to his topics, he covers so much. It is The Wild Hunt Blog.. at www.wildhunt.org/blog

My Very First Post

This first post is very intimidating. Almost enough to overwhelm one into "writer's block." I say almost, for I am sure I can think of something to occupy your eyes with.

I find that as much as I wish to learn in this world, I don't generally take the time to really reflect on what I have gained in my search. And without that reflection, how I can I truly understand anything? How can I value it?

Currently, I am learning what could be called "Dreamworking." Basically, I am trying to learn how to remember my dreams, record them, and possible learn from them. From there, I develop the use of other skills, such as "Lucid Dreaming" or "Dreamweaving." Lucid Dreaming is where I am aware that I am dreaming, and can control elements in my dreams. And from there... we shall see. Truthfully, I have been capable of Lucid Dreaming for as long as I can remember, but I don't really have it down to an art. Usually when something in my dreams is leading itself into a nightmare, I can change elements in my dream on a conscious level, so that I won't keep falling down that rabbit hole. But I don't truly have the discipline to do it at will. That is what I am hoping for.

I am also taking classes at WSI. Witchschool.com. They have so many classes, where you can learn a little or you can learn a lot. Some of the courses are just a basic over-view or understanding of what a subject is, while other courses go more in-depth. I am hoping to eventually (and over lots of time) complete every single course they have available. More next time.